After playing for my school’s team after not touching the ball for 8 months, I’m so out of shape. But I haven’t really lost any talent. Not that I had any to begin with but I can still dribble and shoot. I also play my ex best friend tomorrow. And I have no idea how that’s going to go. Whether or not their going to completely ignore me like Krysta did when she saw me in Waterloo or whether ill get a head nod. It’s so weird to see everyone I use to be close with, everyone I miss and pushed away because I was a selfish little cunt, it’s weird to see who they are now. How many of my traits they carry and how many of theirs I carry. I doubt I get a thought during the day though I’m thinking of them. I doubt they even bother to hate me. Everything happens for a reason, I just wish I’d valued and appreciated and grown up a little sooner.